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My Music

I am not a musician, but I would like to find my music.

I would like to write my music.

I want it to flow from me.

I want to care, and I don’t want it to stop.

I want to find my muse, or my amusement.

I want to write my music.

I don’t care much if others listen.

I just want to find my music, and to write it.

Is there a trick, or do I just need to stick with something?

Will I start to care, will I get invested, if I stay invested?

I don’t want to force it, but I don’t want to ignore it.

I don’t know how to evoke it, or if it’s even there.

If it’s not, I’d like to put it there.

If I can’t find my music, I’d like to make it.

To create it.

I don’t know how, but I’ll try to figure it out.

I sure don't want it to pass me by.

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